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What I Want Is by C.F. Kelly What I want is For pain to heal quickly

So it’s not a constant reminder of the past What I want is

People who are Considerate and loving

For comfort For peace and joy

Smiling shyly outside On the porch or in the yard

Hear the silence Of the peaceful night

The birds chirping has ceased The machines have all come to halt

I’m counting your steady breathing As I forget to pace my own

The lights are all off Although the moon is bright and full

I feel like tonight Everything will be

Alright Breath 1 breath 2

Messy Room

This room is a pit  Folders everywhere but the desk Clothes strewn all over the floor It looks like a pigs nest The bed looks like it’s never been made There are crumbs from last month Or I think that’s what it is from last months sandwich lunch Dirty socks over here I thought here used to be a chair What happened to the speakers And all over there is dirty underwear Look there’s a moldy cup Look up ewww yuck! Lets clean this place up! Oh wow this is my luck I found your pet duck!! Ha! Silly me this room belongs to Tiffany!

//P-E-A-C-E Peace!//
//What I Have Lost// I was sitting in math class starring at the fluffy clouds that decorated the pale September sky, thinking about my later planned activities when I received a note to go to the office right after school. Confused and irritated for the short notice since it was seventh hour, I decided it might not be something bad. I made my way to the office feeling more and more frustrated and when I got there I was surprised to see my sister Angela also in the office. We exchanged comments and then both looked to see Sherry Toelle, our DHS worker, walking into the office. I felt a mix of emotions as she walked in with all her papers thrown carelessly into her arms, and the heavy bag she wore on her right shoulder. She acknowledged us with her regular hi, how are you questions and we replied with our usual phony answers such as fine and okay’s. We chatted for a while and my stomach kept turning sensing the bad news coming on, and fast. I remember glancing over at the empty chair next to me then across the small room at the closed blinds and then Sherry's voice penetrating my concentration with "so I will transport you to Quakerdale tonight and it will only be about a week until we get you back to Atlantic to the foster home..." I blocked out the rest with all guards up and my emotions swirling around like a hurricane and all I could do is get out of that room. I felt how hot my face was burning and the angry tiers threatening to flood over and reveal my emotions. I ran out of the conference room before Sherry could say anything further. With no open doors to run into to hide from this new information I stormed into the bathroom. I couldn't stand to look in the mirror. From the quick glance I took all I saw was a red faced and angry girl with black holes for eyes and pain seeped out the stone mask that had been worn for way too long. I know that you want me to describe a time a lost something. In this memory in September I lost my home, my freedom, and my life as I knew it.

//**I thought... By Laura Marie

I thought, i thought you should know my feelings for you are strong like a hurricane my heart aches and yeams for yours my body is melted by your touch like ice, kissed by fire.. when i see you my mind goes blank.. and your all i want. to see you, and to feel you yet i hide these feelings somewhat.. because im not sure these feelings are valid in you what im trying to say is that i love you and hope you feel the same. **//

** She thought about it every night and day. The running ‘round backstage just wore her out And telling rowdy actors cut it out They made her mad enough to scream and shout Then when the show was done they laughed out loud With knowing they made Shuman mighty proud
 * Christina was a star of the fall play. **

Yes, Heather is a swimmer that’s for sure, she waits to do what she really adores she likes to swim 2 hours everyday although her body is so very sore she jumps into the pool with much amore She swims lap after lap watching her stroke And breathing in some air so she don’t croak.

Christina and Heather had study hall And watching crazy people walk about The study teacher wants to scream and shout Instead she hit them in the head with doubt The students laughed and went about their day the principal said hey that is okay! **

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my awesome possom digital story... :) i like it!!!

Just a poem i felt like writhing...

Maybe you shouldn't know it it by me has been denied.. these feelings have found me and placed themselves secretly inside

My heart is a scary weapon unpermittedly placed in your hands i think the worst but hope the best it's these feelings that hold me scared

We talk and joke and cry and hope these things we do each day i really hope that one of these days my efforts will finally pay!

Is it fate? will you say it? Someday that you feel the same? i dont hope for an end which holds selfish bend, but for one that is in a happy end.

I pretty much hate my sonnet cuz im tired and lack enthusiasm.. here u b

The wonders of the world were on display The snow fell from the darkly clouded sky The children went out side to laugh and play Frosty said yay now I don’t have to die

The storm hit and the horses freaked a bit The owner of them freaked and ran and tripped The horses whined as they jumped and spit The people ran there to the barn and slipped

Cabin fever soon sunk inside and grew Night shift screamed and shouted from the farm site It was a lot worse for the morning crew The winter storm when gone grew food to height

The spring soon came and melted snow away I wish this happened for us too this day